Wednesday 12 August 2009

First Time

Hi, everyone. I realise it's been far too long since my last blog and I'm really sorry. I've tried so much since my last update. I'm not as innocent as I used to be. I'm no longer an anal virgin. That story can wait for another time though. Today I thought I'd share with you how I lost my virginity and how I also met my best friend Ellie.

I come from a small village in England. The sort of town where everyone knows everyone and gossip travels really fast. I was I will admit one of the popular girls in school. I was always being asked out by boys and I loved the attention but I was reluctant to do anything beyond kissing and a little bit of groping. I had a repuation to maintain, I would have hated to have been seen as one of the slutty girls.

One of the days when an important assignment was handed out in my English class I was off sick. We all had to partner up with a classmate and when I returned I discovered that all of my friends had already partnered up. I had been given a partner in my absence Ellie Fenster. I hated this almost immediately and was furious with my friends.

I tracked Ellie down and we agreed to meet in the library to discuss our project. She agreed but could sense my hostility almost instantly. Ellie was the pariah of our year. For several reasons. Ellie was easily the richest girl in school. Second she was easily one of the most beautiful girls at school as well. Finally, she had a repuation for being a slut. All three were true all the last was a little embellished.

Let me tell you a little more about Ellie. She's a little smaller than me being around 5'4. Has very long red hair, piercing blue eyes, 32 B breasts, a fair complexion, and a very tight arse. Her mother died when she was very young, and her Dad was a high-flying businessman who is away for nearly half the month most of the time. She was raised by her housekeeper for the most part. Although some in the village would say mistress may be a better term. They aren't wrong though as I know that her father has a sexual relationship with his housekeeper.

The most part Ellie was left to her own devices and her Dad spoilt her rotten as she never had to want for anything. From a young age Ellie developed a fascination with sex. She later told me that discovering her father's porn collection around 13 was what started it. However her first real encounter with sex at the age of 14. One day she caught the housekeeper having sex with one of the groundskeepers. Ellie told she was mesmerised by the sight of this older woman bent over and being fucked vigoursly by a man. She said she could barely keep her eyes of the man's cock.

She resolved herself to losing her virginity by the end of the week. She seduced one of the farmboys a few years older than herself. Well she said seduced what she actually did was strip naked and tell him to fuck her. She told me that first she sucked his cock and having watched porn happily swallowed his cum. Next she made him eat her pussy giving Ellie her first orgasm from another person. She was a little more hesitant when it came to penetration, she knew it would hurt her first time. But found the pain was over fairly quickly, she soon got into the feel of having a man inside her and realised that she utterly adored it.

Ellie realised that she loved having sex and it was something she wanted to have as much as possible. She realised one other thing though the power she held over men from the promise of sex. She knew she could get guys to do things for her in return for sex and used this to her advantage. She told me that she reguarly had boys in school do her homework in exhange for sex or blowjobs. The irony was that Ellie was a top student regardless of this. Quite often she would do this and write her own paper anyway.

Experimentation was another part of Ellie's sex life. She knew that she was also into girls. She had tried anal sex at the age of 15 and loved it. Threesomes with boys after school were quite common for Ellie. She had tried double penetration by the time she was 16. At this age she had also seduced her housekeeper and had enticed her into group sex with some of the village boys.

There were always rumours abound about Ellie. Some were true and some were false. The one she loved best was that she had let a teacher fuck her up the arse for better grades.

So we met in the library. The atmosphere between the two of us was frosty to say the least. We sat there for what seemed liked five minutes before Ellie eventually said something.

“I get it you hate me. The school slut. The rich girl who loves getting fucked. The girl who swallows cum in return for homework” She said smiling.

I didn't know what to say I sat there stammering for a few minutes before I got the courage to reply. “I...I don't hate you. I just don't really understand you is all.” I replied nervously.

“I get it. You think that I should maintain a prim and proper image. Have you even had sex Phoebe? Are you afraid of it or something. That having sex once will make all the boys in school think you're a slut? Sex is great Phoebe, sex is wonderful. I love sex and I'm comfortable with my sexuality.” Ellie explained.

“No. I'm still a virgin. He's touched me a few times, and I've touched him a few times but that's it.” I replied shyly.

“You mean he's fingered you and you've jerked him off.” She smiled at me.

I couldn't even bring myself to reply. I simply nodded.

“Did you like it?” She asked.

“Y...Yes.” I stammered

“Phoebe. If a guy believes that you'll have sex with him or that you'll suck his cock. He'll do anything for you. Trust me.” She said.

I couldn't believe that I had just said these things to Ellie of all people. I grabbed my books and ran out of the library. That night I couldn't help think about Ellie had told me. I lay there touching myself wishing it was boy doing it to me. I couldn't believe that I was considering letting a boy take my virginity. I put it out of my mind and tried to sleep.

The thoughts didn't leave my head though. The more and more I tried to dismiss the idea, the more I wanted it. I felt so naughty... so slutty. It got to the weekend and my parents were going away. I decided that this was it.

For a few months or so I had been casually seeing this one guy James. So far I'd not let him go any further than touch my breasts and rub my pussy. I rang him up and asked him to come over. I decided to go all out I took a long shower and afterwards decided to shave off all my pubic hair. Once I'd done it I couldn't believe how naughty I felt. It felt good though.

I heard the door bell ring. I quickly slipped on a dressing gown tying it so I was covered at least. I ran downstairs and answered the door. James was stood there. He took a look at me wet hair, and dressing gown and assumed I was just out of the shower.

“Come upstairs I have something I want to show you.” I told him

I dragged him by the hand and led him to my bedroom. I had butterflies in my stomach and still couldn't believe I was going through with this. I took a deep breath and undid my robe letting it fall to the floor. I heard James gasp.

“Wow, Phoebe you look beautiful. But what is this ab..” He asked.

I cut him off mid sentence and planted a kiss on his lips. Our tongues danced together passionatly.

“I want you to be my first.” I told him.

“I would be honoured Phoebe.” He told me.

His reponse almost made me cringe but I was still going to fuck him. He kissed me again running his hands over my naked body. Teasing my breasts, kissing my neck, rubbing my arse and touching my pussy. He stopped for a moment there when he found out I was shaved. I loved the feel of his hands on me. It made me so wet.

“Can I suck your cock?” I asked him.

A big grin crossed his face. Which I took to be a yes.

He undressed for me. It was the first I had really seen a guy naked. The first time I had ever really seen a man's penis in the flesh. He was semi-hard. I grabbed it softly in my hand and started to jerk his cock. It felt nice in my hand. I dropped to my knees and stuck my tongue out licking the head of his cock. Slowly I took the head into my mouth. I always thought this would be disgusting but I realised I like the sensation of his cock being in my mouth. I realised what Phoebe had said was true I definetly felt like I held some mysterious power over him.

I took him deeper in my mouth. Sucking it gently, taking more of it down my throat. James' wasn't huge so I had no problem fitting it all in my mouth. I really was loving the feel of his cock in my mouth. James was clearly enjoying himself too. I started going faster, sucking him harder, making sure to keep my teeth away from his cock. I must have been getting into it as I started to rub my pussy and even licked his balls at one point.

I suspect it might have been the first time a girl had given James head. He didn't last too long. As he started to cum in my mouth. I recoiled a little but he shot the most of it into my mouth. He realised I wasn't fully enjoying this and pulled his cock out of my mouth. The last few drops he blasted across my breasts. I bet I looked so slutty breasts covered in cum and it was dripping from my mouth too. I plucked up my courage and swallowed what was in my mouth. This was the biggest surprise I actually liked the taste.

“I want you to eat my pussy” I told him.

I got up on my bed and laid on my back. I spread my legs for him. I was clearly the first girl James had ever gone down on. He was very eager, but certainly wasn't that great. He licked and sucked at my pussy lips, occasionally licking at my clit. He teased my pussy with his fingers but didn't go that deep. He carried on like this for around ten minutes. I was so wet. I could feel an orgasm building but it never came. At one point he even licked my bumhole. That felt nice but really weird. It would be a few years before I was confident and willing enough to let a guy put anything back there.

“Please, fuck me.” I asked him.

He simply smiled at me.

Then the realisation hit me. I didn't have any condoms. “No, wait. I want you to wear a condom I don't want you to cum in me.” I told him.

As James had no idea what expect when he came over he had no protection. I had to do something really embarrasing. I raided my parents room luckily my parents had some. I really hoped they wouldn't find out. Daddy would kill me if he knew what his little girl was doing. I rushed back to James with a few condoms. Excitedly I tore the wrapper off one and rolled it down over his cock. He was nice and hard.

I lay back on the bed putting my knees spreading my legs nice and wide for him. James got in between them rubbing his cock up against the entrance to my pussy. I moaned out loud, I wanted him inside me so badly. I still couldn't believe I was doing this. James started to push his cock into me. I was wet but still very tight. He pushed a little harder and the head of his cock slipped into me. It felt so good being penetrated.

His cock bumped against my hymen. I braced myself. “Fuck me, James. Please fuck me.” I pushed his cock deeper breaking my hymen. I winced in pain but I was surprised that it didn't hurt that much. He slowly started to work it into me. It hurt but it also felt so good. I loved the feeling ofmy tight pussy wrapped around his cock.

James laid on top of me and started to kiss me. He got into a rhythm working his cock in and out of me gently. I was still getting used to it. He kissed me deeply, rubbing my breasts while fucking me. He was gentle. The pain was subsiding and I loved this. I knew now that sex was wonderful, that I shouldn't have been afraid of it. A smile crossed my face Ellie was right.

James was fucking me a little faster now. He was holding me legs as he pistoned in and out of me. I felt him let out a groan and felt his cock twitch inside of me. I knew that James was cumming. He stayed like that motionless for a moment while he emptied his load into the condom. He eventually pulled out and whipped it off. He showed it to me. It was heavy with cum. I'm sure he came more the second time.

The two of us just lay there next to each other. Basking in the heat of our bodies. I felt a strong desire inside me. I wanted more. I couldn't believe how insatiable I was being. I loved sex and I didn't care who knew. I wanted to get fucked again. Not just by James but by any guy who wanted to fuck me.

“I want you to fuck me again.” I ordered him.

“Sure, baby” He replied.

A devilish thought crossed my mind. “Fuck me from behind.” I told him.

I got up and bent over the edge of the bed. Wiggling my arse at him. He slipped a second condom on and entered me for the second time. He wasn't as gentle this time and pushed it all in. It hurt a little but felt good. I could feel him deeper this time as well that felt really good. He held my hips and started to fuck in and out of me. Deep, long strokes. James had cum twice so this time he lasted a lot longer. He fucked me a little harder this time. Being only the second time I'd been fucked he didn't quite know exactly what he had done. James hit a certain spot and I came all over his cock. My body shuddered and he sensations were incredible. Unfortunatly for James the tightness of my pussy as I came brought him to another orgasm.

The two of us collapsed on the bed together drifting off to sleep. After sometime we both woke and I kicked him out of bed making him go home. I went back to bed, just laying there rubbing myself absent-mindedly. I was a little sore but I felt so good.

Monday morning when I was glowing. My parents couldn't work out at all why I had some much energy for a school day. First thing when I got there I found Ellie. I told her all the details. She just smiled and hugged me. We quickly put our differences aside after that. We worked so hard on our project we got the highest grade of the class.

The two of us were pretty much inseperable after that. Despite Ellie's pariah status I think she loved having another female friend who was beginning to love sex as much as her. I was a long way off from as being as daring as Ellie. Still I was pretty much fucking James until the end of the school year. Well until he discovered I'd fucked at least two of his friends.

I hope you enjoyed my long overdue second blog. I promise to have new entries up sooner. I'm away on holiday with Ellie soon, which should be a fun adventure in itself.

Love Phoebe.